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Hello!

2011-01-24T18:45:00.008+08:00

I am slowly settling down now, hence the post hehe sorry for delaying much and although being in Kampar for roughly a week now, I still find it hard to adapt either emotionally or physically. Physical problems was not that significant since its only the medium of transportation, but I do miss my LRT a lot, it feels so 'safe' when I get to board on the train. Currently I dont have a bicycle yet, thats why I am having problems in getting dinner at night, since bicycle is the main medium in Kampar. Anyways, I would get a bike really soon.

Emotional problems may take sometime I guess, I have been talking to friends around and try to view this problem from a positive light but it does takes time for me to get used to people around here. I assume I was very much dependent to people and friends around, therefore being immersed into a place where people are less attached might be hard for me currently. Anyways, I do feel better compare from the first few days being alone and solo-ed haha.

the awesome library ! :D

Studies, currently I might be somehow too early to say about whether I could cope the course or not, but I definitely wouldnt act like how I used to study in foundations, since studying a book of theories in a semester is very different from studying a few sheets of lecture notes. hehe. Moreover I find this course interesting and challenging, which I think would make me improve and gain a lot!

Ice Breaking Game Session @ Sport Complex

I also had my 19th Birthday in Kampar! AHAHA
thanks for them by cycling all the way to the new town to get a cake for me! :D :D

photo credits: jinghang and joseph

1 Week

2011-01-06T11:56:00.004+08:00

I didnt realise that I am leaving KL so soon until someone asked me, "when are you leaving ah?" Till then I only start counting, currently the remaining days left can fit in both my hands, which is within 10 fingers. I dont really know how I am feeling now, I am not nervous yet I am not overwhelmingly excited, I am slightly worried yet looking forward to it.

I think I'll start doing countdown to the day I leave KL though, teehee!

2010's Christmas Potluck Party!

Christmas in Bollywood! AHAHA

Gathering beside the christmas tree and presents under the christmas tree! :D

the christmas shot after finals! *finger crossed* bye bye foundation

Meeting Up and Getting to Know

2011-01-05T22:19:00.006+08:00

i skipped the normal norm where all people update their blogs during christmas and new year. haha i am fully occupied with too many stuff, i guess?

okie, so this was the post that was previewed in the update post!

Where: Delicious (the branch nearby Mandarin Oriental Hotel)
When: 16 December 2010
What: Meet up + Birthday celebration

initially, this meet up was to celebrate Dawn and Juyeon's birthday..I was being invited last minute cause I wanted to have a meet up with Dawn before she leave for Korea. Thanks to this, I get to know 2 new friends.

initially I didnt want to tag along, since I am worried that I might make the atmosphere turned out awkward. but it was fine and everything went nicely, both of the sisters are really friendly and I was a happy person that night! :)

the delicious people!
(from left: nat, su ji, dawn, ju yeon, me)

Dawn :)
참..두번이나 만났는데 나랑 얘기 별로 안 나눠는데..
한국에서 어떻게 살아왔는지 다음에 돌아왔을 땐 얘기 꼭 해주라용 ! ㅋ

Natalie !
흠..효정이 ㅎㅎㅎ (언니) 완전 보고 싶어는데, 왠지 만났을 땐 할 얘기 없어졌더라

Juyeon
ㅋㅋ 기억해줘서 고마워요.. 날 모르는 줄 알았는데 아직 기억하네요!
다음에 우리도 노래방 갈까..요? ㅎ

Su ji
만나서 넘 반가워요, 넘 좋은 언니 같기도하고 넘 친근하고.
다음에 또 봐요 !

멍~
in order to make myself look younger, hence the peace sign..
nat said i look older than suji :( wuhuhuh 이럴수가 haha

it was really a nice meet up :)

5aXiao Gathering

2010-12-20T21:23:00.004+08:00

This gathering had been discussed throughout the year of 2010 and finally it was being held successfully on the 1st of December, 2010. Actually this was a motivation promise of our form 5 economy teacher, whereby he said, if all of the classmates get to score A1(which is equivalent to the current A+) in SPM, we would have Jogoya dinner! (no doubt, the teacher is indeed rich enough to afford :P) Unfortunately, our class didnt't make it for all A1, but our whole class did manage to get all As and above for the economy subject, therefore the dinner treat was slightly down graded to steamboat! Put everything aside, everything was great that night, really miss the class a lot and the food was awesome too! i had the best grilled beef with butter!
it was a great night for us to catch up with each others and bond again together as a class!

oh to clear things up, some friends in my uni thought the 5AXiao's 'xiao' word literally mean crazy in hokkien. ahaha the 'xiao' means filial, okies?

so here comes the photos ! :)

the gossip bunch i guess? =x ahaha
from left to right: stephy, shalane, bear(top), margaret(below), me

wenyea!
owh she's still an elementary student, i just cant believe she just had a boyfriend,
but teehee anyways, she's really happy and cute on that day !
the 2 pretty giraffes, ashley and bear.
ash look more and more sophisticated after keeping her hair long and have a visit at her fashion blog where she get to unleash her overflowing ideas toward fashion? teehee
bear is still cute and lovely, wish her all the best and get over all the things she been through this year :)
Boonyi
teehee, we actually know each other better after I left the school,
usually I dont talk to him much and neither he would talk to me! ahaha shy ke? :D

A bunch of kids that didn't graduate high school!
left to right (1st row): chuithing, valerie, stephy and weili
(2nd row): sczexing and me
(3rd row): zhenliang, ashley and zhenyao
the group picture!

really had a fun time, I dont know when would be the next time for all of us to have a gathering, cause I think most of them would be leaving Malaysia to other countries but I wish all the best to each and everyone of them! :)

The Dressy-Dressup Day

2010-12-18T16:32:00.008+08:00

This was the behind the scene for the prom preparation where all my uni friends were so excited about. The amount of dresses, shoes, accessories and even makeup classes were being provided by all of them. They were so excited as if I am a bride-to-be!

Anyway, I was really grateful and thankful to all my uni friends which helped out and contributed so much to this, glad to have these aunties around :D

#1 black cutie dress
(steph's dress; joey's heels)
this was one of the outfit that i like because of the simplicity of it, but anyways they said, it was "too me", they said, "i should show a total different me to amaze people". so yeah didnt ended up wearing it

#2 black tube dress
(maddie's dress + joey's heels)
this was eliminated by me cause the length of the dress is too awkward. please blame my height, it makes me look short and wide at the same time. but nevertheless i like the firm tube chest part where it shows the curves in a very nice way.

#3 black and white spiral dress
(steph's dress and heels)
looks like a clubber dress, i assume?

#4 white dress
(maddie's dress + aunty linnete's heels)
this was maddie's confirmation dress, it would be a good bridemates dress i think. hehe

#5 accessorised black halterneck dress
(maddie's dress + joey's heels)
i love this design and eveeerrything, but owh blame my height again :(
the awkward length strikes again
#6 purple elegant maxi dress
(rach's dress + steph's heels)
this was seriously placed at the first place of my nominated list, but they said, i look too mature and old (the same meaning anyways). so didnt ended up wearing it, but the material and the drape of this dress is awesome! so elegant yet simple !
would end this post with a vain photo with all of us, owh except rach!
steph, me, maddie, joey and munyan!

the prom wasnt really enjoyable and i didnt wear any of these at the prom. hehe

ahaha after having a look at this post, it was as if i was opening a online shopping site!

Here we come!

2010-12-17T11:02:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I was not updating anything since November, there were too many happenings and I think I would miss out a lot of stuff. So this is the upcoming preview posts that I would be doing.

The Dressy-Dressup Day!

[1/12/2010] 09' 5AXiao Gathering

Meeting Up and Getting to Know!

So basically I would be doing 3 backdated posts, others, sorry much :(

Train #2

2010-11-27T15:23:00.006+08:00

another LRT post! :D
this was in my draft for a while, since my internet was down for few days.

so here's another post after my sleep standing post, this is another incident i caught onto recently. Starting from sem3 most of my classes are late, so there would be plentiful of places for me to seat when i get onto the train, therefore no more sleep standing skills required :D

anyways, the picture says it all, i was scolded by an mid-aged aunty for sleeping towards her seat. I have no idea what she said, cause i was on my mp3 and when i woke up the only thing i saw is her furious face with some grumpy words which i dont know what she is saying. After she scolded me, i didnt even dare to held my head, i then continue to act as if i was still sleeping until she left. teehee!

wuhuhuhu anyways i think i would try to put as many LRT post these days, cause for the coming 3 years i wouldnt have the chance to board onto LRT anymore. Maybe that time i can post about some bicycle ride experience!

Investigation Needed

2010-11-17T09:45:00.003+08:00

CSI lovers, here's the chance for you to show your investigation ability,
teehee make a wild guess on what happen to my phone lol !

November Babies

2010-11-15T00:24:00.004+08:00

i am much a broke person now. wuhuhuh i pun feel sad to repeat the whole incident.

so im here to do a backdated post again :D ahahaha

When: 1 November 2010
Where: PE010 classroom
What: Amanda's Surprise Birthday Bash

This is what we gave her as a present, it was played on the projector, great thanks to Ms. Nalini who join in force with us :) we make her tear up ! wooohoots as i expected lol :D

*amanda starts tearing* woohoots :D
from left: esther, me, luyi, amanda and yeonmin
ms nalini and classmates :)

When: 3 November 2010
Where: PE010 classroom again!
What: Ms. Rajamalar's birthday

she would be one of the sexiest, hottest and coolest lecturer i've ever met :D
the Mr.Ben who entertain Ms.Rajamalar with his "Selamat Hari Jadi" and not to mention all of us!
ahaha his malay is reaally the funniest joke ever!
again another group picture with Ms. Rajamalar!

glasses

2010-10-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

i am wearing a real short sighted powered glasses

thank you this is my daily default school look.
teehee

friends

2010-10-17T01:24:00.004+08:00

There was a stage in my life, where i was absolutely dependent towards my friends, I wouldn't say it was something negative because this is how and when i discovered what does it mean to be friends. I am really fortunate to have great people who actually came by my life and inspired me to achieve my dream; I have friends who "matured-me-up", giving me advice in this crucial teenage period; I have friends who share the same interest and eventually we meet up just to sing, they're just like my older sisters; I have friends where we spend through endless nights and group studies to just to achieve what we want now; I have friends who are so comfortable with, they accept who i am and i accept who they are; I have friends who are so inspiring where their stories and background amazed me so much... i am blessed with people around me!

Don't be sadden by the fact whereas you've been giving-all-out to someone but you weren't being "pay back" by what you had expect. I definitely have this experience by giving all out to someone that i really wished that i could know them better and hope that i would get the same attention in return, but unfortunately it didnt happen. Initially it was quite saddening, but i realise that friends isn't only about how long or how deep a person have been in your life, its about what you had encounter with the person and how the person inspires you.

although i've only greet him once, but his stories inspires and touches everyones heart :)

It's not about how long you live, its about how well you live

doodle

2010-10-11T23:13:00.007+08:00

yeay i finally changed my blog layout, about the background colour..
i have been selecting among like 10-15 colours, so i think i am almost colour blind pfft
but i still like this colour though :) teehee

anyways, julie made a doodle for me and its super kute !
its the outfit from our drama play, i love it !

Some girls are rough and rude, but at times needed like parties or family gathering, they have to turn to their soft side and wear a skirt. :D Agreed?

Free commission for Alyn-chan. :) It’s not as in your description but I hope it’s better!

credits: julie belle

thoughtless

2010-10-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

there are time where life gets dull and every single day you would be repeating the same things and motion. this happens though...

Malacca Trip: Day 2

2010-10-03T12:43:00.015+08:00

sorry for breaking up the post for such a long time.

so on the day itself, we woke up roughly around 12noon, we left amanda's house at 1.30pm and off we headed to have some local delights - nyonya lunch. but sadly the famous restaurant is packed with people and their working hours is only until 4pm, due to the amount of people we have(12-14), we cant find a table in such a short time so we changed our plans to have chicken rice balls.

rach infront of the famous nyonya stall !

i dont really have good impression on chicken rice ball though, cause i've been to malacca to only have the chicken rice ball and it didnt turn out really well, but last time when i was young i am not a good eater so i find those rice balls cute and turn out having alot of it.

but out of my expectation, it wasnt this bad afterall, i think it was probably from a different stall. i asked amanda about their malacca's chicken rice balls, she said, previously there is only 1 stall that sells chicken rice balls. recently, there are 2 more new stalls that sells chicken rice balls. We had our chicken rice ball at Hoe Kee Chicken Rice, the ambience of the restaurant was really antique, it feels like the huge mansion of the movie 'Kungfu'.

after having our brunch, we then started to sightsee around all the historic places and buildings

we are in holland! woohoots
can ignore the 'laysia' teehee

we then came by something like a plaza, where they exhibit all those antique vehicle.

me, joey, steph and rach

we then headed to the beach, i dont really know the place though. teehee, had fun camwhoring, snapping jump shot, playing hermit crabs..but unfortunately we are not at the right direction to see sunset, we cant see the exact view but from far we can see the sunset though.

later on we went to duyung to have our seafood dinner, its a fish village and the scenery is still beautiful despite it was around 8pm. anyways the food was below average, nothing special or fancy about the food, typical malay seafood restaurant.

after that we divided in two teams, where some of them insist to club despite its sunday night ==" and another group went to jonker street, AGAIN! ahahaha :D

"Save Water Drink Beer" instead, well said ahaha

i join the jonker group, where we later went to have malacca's mamak, to my surprise malacca's mamak stall is super overpriced, the price are even more expensive than PJ's mamak stall..and there's nothing special about it..

i think i am somehow rather sleepy i guess

life is as fragile as an ant

2010-09-29T20:01:00.005+08:00

i remember you as the tall tall guy who always eats bread, because this is how my sister always describe you. please rest in peace :)
anyways by knowing your awesome achievement, you definitely did not wasted your 20 years, you lived off a wonderful 20 years.

rest in peace my dear school mate/ senior, Bryan :)

BY's Birthday Surprise(?) Plan

2010-09-20T00:10:00.008+08:00

i dont know whether it really ended up as a surprise or not, I think he knows that we're slightly up to something, but still ahahah i wanna show my awesome plan! :D

The production team: Stop, Jianpei, Longfu and me!

070910 Photo of the day!

it was really an unforgetable reunion, haven't really meet up them for a while! it was really great to just sit together in a table and talk nonsense, although there's this topic gap we have since we're not studying in the same enviroment anymore but i still enjoy their topic by just sitting there and listen to it.
Moreover i am really proud and happy for the birthday boy Bing Yew, all the while i really look up to him although he's my friend, he has this awesome ability and knowledge in almost everything that i wouldn't not pay respect to. Wishing him all the best with his unlimited bright future. again, congrats!
Stop, Jianpei, Longfu and everyone who are having their UEC trials lately, all the best and good luck! :)

p/s: btw its paint again, so the quality of picture resolution is kinda low! :) ehehe

Sem 3 starts tomorrow, i am a happy human!

Malacca Trip: Day 1

2010-09-14T13:45:00.015+08:00

it was really a fun-filled trip, havent been on a trip with friends for a very long time! :)

the trip started off on a sunny Saturday, all together 10 person we drove 2 cars down to malacca! we took off around 1.30pm !

our beloved drivers: Arthur and Joey!

it took us more than 3 hours to reach amanda's (our malacca main host!) house, due to the aged kancil that can only travel 80km/h ! although it was slow but it was steady, thanks to our driver - joey! :) so when we reached there it was about 5pm, we chilled for an hour in her house by just lying around

from top to bottom: joey, munyan, rachael, steph and me

then another malakian friend - jovina join to host us around too!
we took off around 6.30pm and off we go to find foooods! Everyone was craving for - "o jian" (fried egg with oyster), so amanda brought us to a stall where people queue up for roughly an hour to get the "o jian". We wanted to sight see more rather than waiting for food, therefore amanda drop me and jovina down to the stall to order take away for the "o jian"! Me and jovina waited for roughly 30mins infront of the stall, the uncle wont stop frying and people wont stop coming! I personally dont really fancy over "o jian" due to an after effect i had last time, but the taste was rather quite on my satisfaction! ehehehe :D

but due to the serious jam in malacca town, we didnt ended up to have some local specialty food on the first night. We went to somewhere near jonker street to get some mamak food to make us easy to proceed our sightseeing at jonker street!

the night streets in malacca !

ehem. this is reaaallly my first time in jonker street, sangat the memalukan kan! :( okay, maybe i was there when i was 3 years old, because i saw a picture of me infront of the red church.. but jonker street is really an eye-opener for me! although its just only a normal pasar malam alike street, but the street atmosphere and ambience is so antique :)

one of the art gallery in jonker street
from left to right: me, jovina, munyan, arthur, molly, yummy and amanda!

there's this band that tour around jonker street by doing drum performance,
they're really cool, check them out @ Made in Malacca.
i need to post this picture despite the blurness! woolala :D

initially we plan to go to malacca's club to have some fun, but everyone was tired and wanted to just sit and chill in some place, so here's this awesome place we found in jonker street - the Geographer Cafe. i really like the store's ambience, very chilling.

we stayed at jonker street until 1am, the street was empty hence we snap quite an amount of picture with those ancient buildings :)

infront of the Hokkien association,
they have this karaoke session for those elders every night..or at least every night i went there, its full with elders who sings and dance there! :) ehehehe

have a look at this awesome building and lighting we have! :) supa nice!

we then proceed to The Jetty, its basically a building that is build towards the sea. There's club, snooker place, karaoke and some lounge/pub. Fyi, one of the reason we came all the way to malacca was to experience some clubbing fun but we didnt ended up in the club, because we were overly under-dressed, we were wearing slippers, tees and shorts. ehehe. But yeah, we enter the club for the last 20mins where no one would care anything about us.
But it was actually quite plain, i was expecting something more fun.. ahaha

Walkways in The Jetty

So we ended our first day in Malacca, you would probably know what time we were home.. (hint: when the club close)!

interesting fact in malacca: there's very small amount of car being register under the malacca city, the furthest number plate i saw is MDG XXXX.. but malacca is jam for 24/7

on vacation

2010-09-11T00:51:00.004+08:00

hello everyone!
im packing for tomorrow's vacation!
wooohahaha everyone! me going to malacca! /pleasesayyouareenvy/

im a happy human now! :D
okay see you soon! bye

oh yeah forgotten to mention, im going for a 3 days 2 night trip!!

Preview: The Champion

2010-09-08T01:34:00.005+08:00

全国独中三语演讲，隆中华叶斌有总冠军！

Happy Birthday Bingyew! :))

until i get those photos on hand, i would then continue !

Dad's Birthday

2010-09-06T23:45:00.006+08:00

Where: East Ocean Restaurant, Mengelembu (Ipoh, Perak)
When: 28th August 2010
What: Dad's Sixty Birthday Bash

So despite having finals few days after the dad's birthday, i insist on going back to Ipoh. besides celebrating his sixty birthday it was because I have not been there for like ages, i forgotten when, but i think my most recent visit back to Ipoh was around CNY. So there's this eager of going back there idling and eat lotsa fooood :D

It was the dad's 60th birthday, actually we didnt wanted it to be this grand(?), but dad insist to held a party all by himself by inviting relatives to have a dinner with, actually it was quite a cute side of him by making a birthday all by himself! On the another side of note, it was also an awesome time for cousins, aunties, uncles, and babies to bond together :)) everyone was there, and we took off 3 tables (3x10)!

the dad was super happy!

ahahah i like my sister's epic expression!

abby, dad, me and mum

the amount of females in our family! (excludes 3 of the baby boys!)

oh! i forgotten to mention about the food, it was actually fairly good and the price was amusingly cheap. fish, prawn, pork everything, included with the restaurant's specialty dessert, it was only rm800 for 3 tables! :))

we're up to something

2010-09-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

finals for sem 2 ended today, finally im back on track with this blog :D
anyways i would just keep my mouth shut for this post cause im up to something! ahaha :D

icanstoplovingmyawesomecreation

strings

2010-08-25T08:55:00.003+08:00

was lying at home yesterday for the whole long day.

whenever i start studying then i'll sneeze. ugh
please kill me if i dont study today!

this photo was randomly snap by my 4 year old nephew :)

요새 잘지내?

2010-08-21T13:42:00.007+08:00

요새 정말로 너무나 게을러서 여기 좀 버리는 것같다.
그동안 과제물때매 좀 바쁘긴한데 글 못 쓰는 정도가 아니였다. ㅋ

글구 요새 아침에 한 맹인이 치하철까지 도와줘서 기분이 너무나 좋다.
실은 그전에는 이런 기회가 별루 없어서 이런 짓을 하는거 차제가 정말 내 하루 시작의 젤 좋은 에너지다.
그 맹인 아저씨가 선생님이셔요, 맹인 협회에서 맹인에게 안마 가르친 선생님이다.
그 아저씨 보고 난 정말 배운게 너무나 많더라고 생각한다, 자기 살아온 18년동안 반성하기도 하더라.

정말 태어나는 집안을 고를수 있다면 나 여전히다. :)
집안 좀 그렇게 완벽하지 않아서 그동안 힘겨운 일도 버틸 수 있고 딴 사람들도 이해해 줄 수 있는걸 배웠다.
정말로 딴 친구들의 집안을 비하면 우리 집안 실은 너무나 행복하다.
그들에게 집에 있어도, 집에 들어가서 그냥 잠 자는 곳에 생각만 든다.
나 어떤때 이런 느낌 들기도 하는데 그들은 살아온 동안 늘 이렇게 느끼는거였기때매 너무나 안타깝다.
근데 어떤 애들은 너무나 좋은 집안에서 태어나니까, 딴 사람들 도와줘든가 희생을 하든데도 당연히라고 생각해서 참 어이없더라.. 걔네들 딴 사람들 괴롭힐거라는걸 설명하고 싶은데도 그들은 전혀.. 전혀 이해할 수 없을거다.
그래서 제가 우리 집안 좋아하더라

2 학기 거의 마쳤다. 이번 학기에선 실감이 안 와,
그냥 뭐 과제물 있을땐 하고 시험 있을땐 공부하고,
1 학기보다 좀 심심했었지. 암튼 이렇게 보니까 시간 참 빠르다.

long lost contact with korean lately, hence the post :)

inaudible

2010-08-01T09:22:00.004+08:00

hello there!

assignments had been piling up since weeks ago, but things only work when the deadline is near!
anyways, things are going on well, nothing special happen though. The only thing im looking forward to is - our Melacca class trip! /yippiee!/ seriously i have never really tour melacca before, I had been there for one day trip by strolling through those historical places but never really spend time there! reaaally hope that everything turns out well!
Oh! and by the way, initially i wanted to go to MTVAA so badly but luckily no one can get tickets for me! ahaaha. although I missed WG's live performance (cause its like once in a lifetime opportunity T.T) but it's fine though cause i already lost my voice and it was raining cats and dogs yesterday! /evil grind!/

maddie and joey say i sangat sakai when i was super mesmerise when we enter the parking bay!
but i really dont know that Msia have such techie stuff! and this is super cool!
pay a visit to Centerpoint's parking lot! pfft :D

im looking forward to my monday presentation eagerly, my topic - legalising prostitution! woohoots interesting enough but provided that if my voice is revive T.T

Train

2010-07-22T23:19:00.009+08:00

This feeling is getting stronger and stronger, the dilemma is increasing day by day...

Had been taking train daily to class from the starting of sem 2, usually in the morning i would never have a chance to grab a seat, so throughout the 45mins journey from wangsa maju to asia jaya i would be standing. eventually, i develop the skills to sleep-stand or stand-sleep, or any phrase that you think its suitable lol!
i dont need to hold on a thing and i'll just snooze off! After 3minutes i'll then fall into a deeper stage, whereas i'll fall into deep sleep, where i would lose control of my body. The whole body relax, and i would then lose control of my leg and knee cap.

ahaha basically those peoples' expression are reaally funny, whenever i open my eyes they basically look just like this. pfft dont worry la, im not going to faint.. im just sleeping !

anyways i gone way to far about this, the dilemma thing im talking about is to give out the seat that im initially sitting, you know its really hard for me to get a seat so whenever i have the chance to sit, i would definitely wanna try to sit as long as possible.. But sometimes i really dont know how to differentiate women that are pregnant or they're just maybe slightly plump.. feel so guilty and uneasy throughout the whole journey but at the same time.. i wanna sit T.T
what should i do...?

I asked maddie what i should do, if i cant differentiate whether the women is pregnant or not..

Maddie said: (Ask)"Kak mengandung atau perut buncit?.." (If she answer perut buncit..then tell her..) "Kak sangat comel la ni!" pfft!

sorry i only know how to use paint.. ehehehe :D

flowers

2010-07-18T02:31:00.004+08:00

just because it doesnt looks like a flower
for your information, i dont like flowers

요새 자기 바쁜지 한가한지 조차도 구별할수없더라

아마 한국 못 갈거다 .. 아직까지 연락 안 오더라.. ㅠㅇㅠ

Brian's mini concert

2010-07-15T22:12:00.004+08:00

What: Brian's 1st fanmeeting in Msia
Where: The Opera, Sunway Pyramid
When: 10th July 2010
With: initially alone, but met up some singaporean friends-dayah and afra!

finally! woah its really like finally! wanted to update this post on the exact day, but i dont have the photos and every sources to update yet! /stillcantbelieveiwashuggedbybrian/ fangirling like crazy pfft

anyways really need to thanks Sam a lot for getting me a ticket for the showcase, a showcase is basically a mini concert and fanmeeting thingy. When i get to know that Brian is coming, i really wanted to go because its really rare for a non-idol korean artist to have overseas promotion. Actually im not crazy over him but yet he's one of the ones i like! Anyways i really wanted to go but when the ticket price was released, it was way beyond my expectation and ability to get it.

anyone here who watch Mr.Siao Mandarin Class in NTV7? im not sure whether its still airing now, but im sure everyone remember Amir the malay boy that speak mandarin! he was the emcee of the show, i wanted to get a picture with him, but haih my camera, camera T.T

quirky expression

please allow me to be horny! lol pfft
you see the arms, the arms ! ㅇㅠㅇ

the poster designer and singaporeans that i met :)
afra + dayah
i met 2 singaporean-malay, who are really really nice :)
afra is a technician in a hospital whereas dayah is an english teacher in high school, it was really fun to get to know about them and yeah both of them are my first international fans that i get to know !

it was a really awesome showcase, wished that it would be longer cause the performance was really really short. sigh anyways, here's some snippets of the showcase :)

lastly here comes the photo with brian :)

all credits goes to afra :)

still in disbelief mode ahahha

In My Head

2010-07-11T02:42:00.002+08:00

still reminiscing ... the hug!

Musical

2010-06-30T22:37:00.006+08:00

this was my very first time participating in this kind of event.
initially i didnt even thought of participating it, but yeah tagged along with maddie for the audition, both of us got through but she quit before the practice start.

i would say that its a very fun-filling event, although in the process i do felt that there are some existence of miscommunication and organization problem between the committee members. but we kinda nailed the performance! and it was fun to get to know more seniors around! :)

i hope this photo includes everyone that helped out lol!

dancers
[clockwise from left] Mizeen, Jolynn, me, Ah Bei, Alex and Inru :)

[from left] Julie(backstage singer), me, Jolynn, Huisan(main actress),
Cindy(supporting actress), Pei wei(backstage singer)

awesome girlfriends :)
[left] Jolynn, Cindy, me, Peiwei and Julie

basically i think i gain quite alot throughout this musical performance, knowing friends, get the chance to learn new stuff, getting exposure in performing and how to communicate with people with different background. it was just awesome to have this kind of experience.

oh! forgotten to mention about what is this musical about!
teehee its named as FATE - mainly its an adaption of the Phantom of the Opera, but added on with songs from Sound of Music etc.

On Action:

i did some minor acting (really minor hehh), mainly dancing :)

how do you read - B2ST?

2010-06-29T19:45:00.009+08:00

okay i'll post the fandom day first :)

What: Beast/B2ST Autograph Session
When: 27th June 2010
Where: 1U (One Utama)
With: Sulim and Cousin sisters - Jane, Vivian

okay i only found out that they're coming around one week before this event, i thought they already came and left so didnt really pay attention to it. but yeah i dont know what makes me browse through their news again, i think its because i saw people updating about the ukiss showcase and stuff so i just randomly check it again.

actually without thinking twice i just made the decision on going to the autograph session rather than the showcase, not liking them until the extend i would spend money for them. but still i have stronger fondness towards them than ukiss lol :D and i ajak Sulim to come together since she have an awesome camera! bukanlah memperalatkan dia hanya ask her to join the fun lol. pfft!

fyi. i only know 3 members - Doojoon, Gikwang and Yeoseob.

reached there around 2pm, having a hard time to remember their names. sorry banyak banyak!
was pointing at the poster for numerous time by asking sulim:
"Whats that guy name again ah?" "The one beside Doojoon?" "The one beside Yeoseob?" pfft

oh! forgotten to mention our MISSION on that day!

Get each and every member a potrait shot and a group potrait shot!

Dongwoon + Doojoon♥ hehh
Hyunseung (i still need to scroll back and check his name. pfft) + Gikwang
if i never have the chance to see him in real life, really dont know that he's this short. ehehe

Junhyung + Yeoseob

♥ professional shot!

Doojoon's birthday song moments.

it was actually quite fun to be in the midst of crazy fans. their fanclub name is Beauty, the phrase of Beauty and Beast fits it all. but guess what i saw ! really have no idea why there are so many males fans. its like 2 out of 10 are male. There were also random people(esp male) passby and bought the album without thinking twice and immediately went to get for autographs! okay maybe its the same as what i admire and love about snsd! :)

could really say that the autograph session was really well organized, as every single person got autographs (which korean artist usually doesnt do), the only thing was the **** van that was blocking our awesome view to get our mission accomplished. now haih obviously our mission failed :(

ALL PHOTO CREDITS GOES TO: SULIM

Preview: On the Run

2010-06-29T01:47:00.006+08:00

here's some brief updates what im up to for these past few weeks.

[18/6] Talent Night - Opening Performance
laiyee, maddie :)

[26/6] Fate Musical
my few minutes of acting part. hehh
photos credits: Ryan Foo

the dancing troop :)

[27/6] Beast/B2ST Autograph Session
brought the photographer sulim alongside :)

will go in details for each and every event soon :)

monkey's pillow

2010-06-21T00:06:00.009+08:00

spend awesome time berbonding(just learn this new term from fen leigh, tak sabar nak guna! lol) with sweathui the monkey and margaret the love-my-pillow! ahaha.
awesome ah, i really like random happenings. they plan to meet up but didnt really plan to meet up with me so they just randomly ring my phone and off we go! :)

Initially we wanted to watch Toy Story 3 at Wangsa Walk, but didnt make it cause they need to go home before 5pm. those time slots are all very cacat. anyways we had fun at A&W...long lost fast food restaurant and their curly fries. :D

and then they came to my house - awesome room i have! pfft

margaret hou cool ah :D

i dont know why when food is infront of me i have various kind of expression weih.

sweathui

anyways sangat sorry for the messy-ness of my room, sorry for the amount of bulu that are in my room, next time when you guys visit im sure my room would be dust-less and messy-less. :)

sigh i blurt out something that i dont really mean what i mean, i think it makes people misunderstood. i was trying to stop my mum from putting the oily packaging food on my storage box but ended up making people think i dont allow them to eat.. :( sangat sorry.
sorry sorry banyak banyak

hectic days ahead. phew

♥ rocky

2010-06-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

rocky

on action

2010-06-13T23:35:00.005+08:00

hello. was being quite busy but have no idea where all those busy-ness came from.

anyways last weekend i worked in the e-fest exhibition @ mid valley and fortunately i enjoyed the job a lot cause there were many people to interact with and i feel so successful as i sell off a lot of pendrives :) it was fun and enjoyable. and so then i was affiliated to the company.
but unfortunately working in a plaza was way different than working in a fair. although the plaza was packed but I dont think people would be attracted by mere pendrives that are under the glass of the display shelf under numerous laptops, i do think there's a lot of problem regarding to the booth and the whole organising method. The way they handle their stocks and miscommunication between the distributor and retailer causes alot of problem. People go to the plaza to survey prices but not to spend i guess.
anyways need to think over this job again, cause i wouldnt have time to spend with my sis whenever she come back from sungai long, i just feel bad over it. sigh :(

woohoot initially wanted to upload the video,
but worried that they might kill me so just snap shots lool! :D it was fun!

waterproof

2010-06-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

undergoing a massive top secret project
스크릿 미션 진행하고 있음.
anyways had been working for these few days,
나 진짜 이번 기희를 놓치지않고 싶다
seriously i prefer interactive job than office job,
그래서 요새 죽도록 일하고 돈을 벌어서 갈거다.
even if i need to stand for the whole long day. :)
한번이라도 가고 싶다.
i really enjoy it.
노력해서 이 꿈을 이루워질거다

혀언요웅 완전 쪼아. ♥

the Day Out: Auntie Chong's Birthday

2010-06-01T23:44:00.008+08:00

What: Auntie Chong's 21st Birthday
When: 28th May 2010, Wesak Day
Where: 1U, The Curve @ The Apartment
With: the uni girls

wanted to post this way earlier but since i need to wait for the photos hence the delay!

okay so after some stuff in uni, joey came and pick me up and off we go to 1U to hunt the present for auntie chong. saw the almighty bruises Laiyee's practise for C3, glad to know that she was being ask to join the international category! okay anyways back to the hunting, we then meet up Rachael and we started hunting bags for her.

It was quite a torture to shop like this, it's so hard to find something nice, suitable, branded and affordable. sigh. i would just die when i see the price labels that was like !@#$%^&*() okay for the price thing it was just me, so it was fine cause after dividing it was still quite okay for me ! :) hehh. then after getting the present Joey went to pick up Munyan that was stranded at the KTM station due to the lightning that strikes the train's cable and lastly she picked up Auntie Chong!

Rach and me sneek into MPH and took few of the pens to the corner and start to draw the birthday card we bought for her! ahaha. we was just testing the pens though. pfft. then off we went to The Apartment since we reserved a place there :)

Auntie Chong and her present!

she's grumpy over the card, cause it was a card for Auntie. we just add the word Chong after auntie ahahaha. Sorry la Auntie Stephanie! :D

revealed!

ordered 2 cocktails - margarita and some strawberry thing :)

munyan always wanted to snap a photo with me and this turns out damn good! aha!
reaally good effect without any touch up! ehehh. :)

photo of the day!
rachael, me, stephanie, joey, munyan

then those girls came to my house and hang for a while since joey is fetching me back! eheh. really had lots of fun that day! bloody broke now but it was fun :)

Charm 2010

2010-05-31T00:02:00.006+08:00

::updated 1/6::
went to Charm 2010 today to support our dear longyee :D
anyways i didnt snap any nice photos but then i'll wait for maddie's uploads!

Her team was the champion under the all girls international stunt category! :)
congrats Blitzerz!

ehehee. i found the video!

joey. laiyee. me

everything was very happy but something happened in the midst of happiness.
sigh cheer up auntie chong! :)

woah cant believe its my 2nd sem already, im excited, very the excited! :D ehehheeh

Preview: the Day Out!

2010-05-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

spot my mesmerizing eyes pfft!

TigersCockroachG

2010-05-27T19:53:00.002+08:00

What: Bak Kut Teh Day!
When: 26th May 2010
Where: Klang
With: 5H1K2G (5虎 Tigers; 1强 Cockroach; 2 Girls)

the thing that make us all the way to KLANG!
i'll give a short review later pfft

MAKANNNN!

siau teng, me, bingyew! :D
ehem terlalu panas saya sangat sweaty..

tip toe hou san fu! pfft lool
tak nampak saya ni

dah la ni the photo of the day!

regarding to the bak kut teh, it actually taste good, but i dont think this worth for the pig hunters to hunt for this despite the distance and the amount of people during lunch time. seriously i've never been to a restaurant that you need to order first before even getting a seat. Pig hunters stares at pig hunters that are having food for 24/7, the moment you seat down people will then place their eyes on...the table.

But it was very very happy to get to see them again. Although i lost the common topic with them but still i feel very hmmph... comfortable being with them, although i have nothing to say i dont feel awkward. :) really hope that the outing was slightly longer, too sad everyone have stuff to settle. but i guess we would meet real soon la :D they're having mid-sem holidays!

yeah. unenthusiasm strikes lately when it comes to blogging. maybe i lost most of my enthusiasim due to the laid back sem break ! ehehe. anyways lately im up to something but i dont think i can nail it down well.

until then good night.

yang ni bonus picture ! lol. hen ke ai pfft

not dummies

2010-05-21T23:42:00.004+08:00

teehee. having this overwhelming happiness currently! hahaha.

people who have my facebook and twitter should know within this 24hours i was facing a lot of computer issues. about how i cant uninstall a program, something wrong about the windows installer that wont allow me to uninstall program and until the extend of the malfunction of my antivirus @@ hahaha but it was worth to spend the whole evening to fix all these problems, cause i manage to fix all the problem by myself and hehe im so proud of it lol pfft!

hehe. not a computer dummie anymore :D

very smart indeed pfft!

covers are fun, aiyoh but malu to post here. hehh

endless dreams

2010-05-19T13:17:00.006+08:00

i have nothing to update lately
몇일전 꿈을 꿔다.
24/7 at home, trying to find something meaningful to do
넘 의외한거 바로 널 꿔다. 니 얼굴을 볼수없지만 니 이름이 떠올랐다.
but always end up with drama, shows etc. pfft.
야. 참 무섭더라.. 실은 예전에 이런 이상한 꿈 꿔봤는데 네 생각나서
haha and having serious fanatic moments
자기도 믿지 못할거구. 겁이 나서 닭살이 난다
having sleepless night because of crazy fanatic reason duh. hehh
아마도 내 맘 깊은 곳에서 너 아직 안에 있나봐

It Has To be You (너 아니면 안돼) - Yesung
a lovely piano rendition of this song.
there are more rendition of other songs Rain-Love Song etc.

haha. i reaaally like muscle mann :))

p/s: ehem sorry for the dreamy title, have no idea why i named it but yeah pfft

macaroni

2010-05-09T18:35:00.004+08:00

just came back from the PD trip.
wasnt really tired cause yeah no one to play with. sigh.
but i dont think i would have a post to update cause didnt really snap any photos..
ㅠ.ㅠ get me a nice camera. teehee

anyways, happy mothers day :)

with the mums and girls

만두

2010-05-08T03:14:00.007+08:00

it's not that hard to be nice.
자기의 감정을 숨기지 못한다.
뭔가 좀 찾길래..근데 뭘 찾고 싶은지 모르겠더라.
감이 안와

*gonna like my new layout a lot!

perfect stand

2010-05-06T16:21:00.004+08:00

everything is so hard to be perfect as nothing is perfect.

no matter its being a perfect student, a perfect child, a perfect friend, a perfect sibling, a perfect boyfriend, a perfect girlfriend and as the list goes on. there are so many roles in our life but people around expect us to be perfect in every field. As what they focus on is in a certain field, they cant really understand you when you're not doing your expected role well. But when things around us goes wrong they then expect you to be able to cope every single roles in your life.

I do admit that i'm not a homey girl, I dont really stick to my family much as I seems to have a certain gap between them, I lost my trust from them and so do I. Thats why sometime I felt that its so unsecure where I wont really like to share my feelings. Sometimes there's really some family politic although I only have 4 family members. teehee :D

I do understand things that are done by my parents, but when there's disagreement between us I would always talk over it and I do think that we as children have the equal rights to voice up our opinion, I'll never agree about parents that claimed that children dont have the rights to talk! But when it comes to understanding, its so abstract as when we think that we understand each other good enough but it doesnt really reflect what we expect from after the understanding process. anyways, as a child we have to give in more :)
Anyways the status updated was a big bomb among my relatives and his friends. To me I felt nothing much although these words sounded hurtful and so on. But it seems to be a pure ranting post where I didnt get too sensitive over it. But Yeah it was not appropriate to drag the family issues on a public website, where the whole wide world knows. :)

here's a lesson about this: next time learn an alien language then you can post and rant everything offensively! teehee :D

had been occupying myself with drama these few days. sibeh lifeless until an extend that im scared :S. but teehee lol. vanness wu is very hot! OㅠO drools

the sky

2010-05-01T00:15:00.004+08:00

can see the time on the picture? this was one of my exams day at 7.10pm.
lol randomnya. just felt that its worth to be shown :D

anyways a month sem break, so gonna enjoy and earn money!

revolve

2010-04-21T00:45:00.005+08:00

There are times where I need to accept the fact that no matter how much you cherish the relationship there would be an end for it, basically it cant be officially an end but everything would go off just like that without you noticing it. In life people revolves around you and they just come and go. :)

너와 한달동안 보냈던 추억들 아직 너무나 선명하다. 평일 다하는 짓을 다 너와 상관있나보다.
밥 먹는 것 잠 자는거까지 너무나 사소한 것도 너와 관련있나봐...
근데 지금 이 상황을 만들어낸 사람을 바로 나다.
암튼 지난일이니까 그냥 넘어가야죠.

last but not least, Ashley... Happy Belated Birthday! :)
as what i promised! teehee, our photo is being uploaded! haha like FINALLY lol!

sorry for being a day late.. anyways all the best in everything :)
hope that you can get the life that you wanna live on in the future

gotta get get

2010-04-18T01:30:00.003+08:00

this would be my last post from my old laptop :)

teehee today bought two laptops in one shot, wanted to get a dell initially but in the end went for some uncommon stuff -fujitsu. anyways, havent turn on it yet since it need to be charge for approximately 8hours. Yeah so still dont know how it works yet, really hope that it would be long lasting as what i heard from what people say. I want it to last long, dont wanna spend so much money on gadget stuff. :)

oh. this just came up while im typing this post. sibeh random :D
this poor thing, keyboard also not functioning already. dont know what happen to the keyboard, the letter G button is so not sensitive already, you literally need to poke the button for a several times then only it can be detected. so so unfortunate that my passwords are mostly with the letter G, so it troubles me a lot :S

urgh. just bought a router also.. but not working argh :(

for the first time, the face doesnt looks like a horse :D
*jumps in joy* haha

run

2010-04-16T00:28:00.002+08:00

I guess the reason why i started blogging was because of i think that i have great ambitious thoughts.pfft lol. But recently my posts are so visualize felt that im updating just for the sake of update. sigh dont really have any great thoughts lately hence dont really have any thoughtful posts.

anyways, i may get a new laptop soon. :D
time to say goodbye to my 5 years old nec laptop, still felt kinda grateful that this nec still survive until today.pfft. was like finally my mum offer to get me a laptop, wanted to tell her for many years ago but since its still not a necessity yet so i didnt say a word. but due to assignment and stuff my old nec really cannot tahan the stress teehee :D

hmmph. lately had been repeating stories again and again. while repeating future stories there are so many uncertainties, the more i repeat the more i feel that its hard to be achieve. while repeating past stories, there is a certain amount of regretful-ness but i really felt grateful that it wasnt until the extend that i wish to turn the time back. but i wont lie that things just fade away like that, do need time to get over it. :)

okay. anyways. tomorrow's girls' dayout! :D woohoot

mad day!

2010-04-14T18:51:00.005+08:00

was having a long hiatus since i was in the midst of assignments and presentations, but anyways today was our last day of presentation in our first semester. but it feels so weird when everything is coming to an end, just cant believe first semester ends just like this.

teehee. so today was maddie's birthday!

cupcakes for maddie from wondermilk :)

maddie the birthday girl !

girls :D

bond

2010-04-07T00:31:00.002+08:00

there was this gathering on monday with fellow 5axiao's people. but many people didnt turn up in the end, kinda disappointed cause i really look forward to it and wanted to spend more time together despite im having class until 3pm /emo/ teehee.
rushed all the way there and meet up with them although we dont really spend enough time together but it was still fun, really likes it when the girls gossip starts :D im now almost fully updated about whats happening around lol!

didnt really snap alot of photos. hmmph.

the only photo. yueling

looking forward to meet up some of the friends on this coming thursday or sunday.. :D
기다리지 않겠다고 근데 자꾸 기다리게되...

happy being happy

2010-04-05T02:03:00.006+08:00

phew. happy and relief.
anyways i think im still the same me, didnt changed a bit i guess. being straightforward, seriously im not going to get rid of this habit.(heheh maybe this time being i wont..) although it may be quite bad at times, but being truthful to themselves are really something that most of the people cant do it. Hm.. but i know its offensive to some people so please do tell me if im being too overboard for you :)

things didnt went too bad and too deep before everything turns into confusion and its a relief! its still very nice to make it be in this way, at least nothing went bad. although there is some confusion before that, like me assuming stuff myself, making my day go bad. teehee.

그래도 아직 좋아한다.. :)
암튼 끝난일이니까 딴 생각하지말고요!
미소로 보낼거다! ㅋ

thank you and good night!

a dragon as my pet!

2010-03-26T03:31:00.005+08:00

getting emo cause maddie gets to eat the burger. teehee lol

finally assignments and test week are over. :D
so hangout and have fun and watched How To Train Your Dragon!
makes me wanna own a dragon now :)

SJ Show

2010-03-22T04:59:00.006+08:00

:edited:
didnt really intend to go to the concert, but got free ticket last minute,thanks Danush :D
got nice view but the stupidity of the camera ruins. lol
hmph. i love mr.anchovies

credits: thenatstory

companion-nat, dawn

i really feel like getting a nice camera before entering to any concert, ANY CONCERT! urgh.

okay. i really lost my fandom towards Suju for quite a period of time, but this concert makes me fall for them all over again :) or maybe i should say increase my fondness towards certain members. mr.hyukjae :D

this photo wasnt taken from my place, but this is how the stage looks like, im seating in the middle which is right infront of the furthest extended part. credits: vvens

i was really fortunate to get a nice ticket, which i can see the entire stage and being close to them at the same time, ehem literally la. Throughout the concert, its like almost recalling all those long lost memories, missing them in Full House :). Their old upbeat songs are much more better than Sorry Sorry, serious, for new Suju fan you should really dig up their old songs, its much much more addictive. :D

Although its not that I had been to a lot of concert but it's always awesome to be in a Korean concert, your jaws will definitely fall off from just feeling the entire show, from the stage to every single detail that you can find. Im not taking sides for Korean or what, its the fact that i do like Korean music(that i think its good) and i dont find it offending as im very low profile towards the whole fandom thing, i only get into the fandom mode when i met people that share the same interest with me, if you dont like it i wont even mention about it, i respect everyone's interest, so i do hope i would be treated in the same way :) please dont badmouth.
Teehee. i'll show my fangirl power when you confront me with your fandomness too. :D

Excuse me. Below this line, I'll be in the fangirling mode.
The first member I saw in the concert, is the cutie fat guy - Shindong. He was just standing behind me cause their opening starts from the entrance we came in, the opening was like different member enter the concert in different entrances. From near, he was REALLY REALLY cute, i mean i would fall for him eventhough his size is like 3 times bigger than me or maybe 4times? :D Too cute to be true.pfft.

credits: thenatstory

Hmmph. Mr.Kyu really really gives me goosebumps. listening his voice live is the best thing in the world.*nat nodding vigorously* teehee. his voice is sooo soothing, its just like he's singing a serenade just for you. He was singing a chinese song, i assume the title is 原谅我, cause it was repeated quite a few times in the song, anyone knows what song is that? His pronounciation was almost near to perfect!

currently i have no photos to choose from, nat took this photo while eunhyuk is in a girl outfit.pfft.

OH! and MR.ANCHOVIES (the one that do the main dance in Sorry Sorry). He's so so so so so so so so AWESOME, he's really close to my place, i did capture few okay photos and i'll add on to this post soon. He really look so fine in the concert, he looks really good la, never ever say that he looks stupid, he look super cool and awesome to me with his dance moves and gesture. Serious, he can really dance. :)

The only con of this concert was too many members, distraction everywhere! eye balls need to roll here and there really fast lol

Hmmph. anymore members to mention?
-Donghae looks good cause he waved at my place. pfft lol
-SJM's Henry looks awesome with his violin and dance moves but i didnt realise that he's so petite, smallest body figure in the group.
-I like Sungmin's solo, cause its one of my favourite song lately.
-My fondness towards Ryeowook increased a whole lot after this concert.
-Siwon's abs is attractive besides that nothing attracts me although he stay at my area a lot.pfft
-Heechul, he's plain weird. But i enjoyed him firing water gun infront of me lol :D

despite my assignment and tiredness i spend time to blog this cause wanna keep it as one of my proud experiences! :)

p/s: the way to enjoy a concert is scream-out-loud when you get high!

잊지 못할...

2010-03-16T19:33:00.002+08:00

니들과의 만남.. 늘 기억하고 있을게.
혜영언니, 좋은 인생 만들자! 네가 원하던 그 모든 일 잘 됐으면 좋겠소. :)

평법한 기쁨 제일 소중하다 ♥

burung leh?

2010-03-15T00:47:00.005+08:00

Where: MCA Hall
When: 13 March 2010
What: Adeline's Convocation + Meiyee's birthday

was really tired for the whole long day

congrats adeline :)

[cousins] from left: kokchin, carmen, alyn, abby, stephanie, vivian, jane

picture of the day! :D

Yang yang ♥
ignore my long face la lol

going to meet up with dawn, nat and teacher gloria, miss them so much already!
sigh, but sending one of them off again :(

Art Of N

2010-03-14T11:59:00.005+08:00

sorry for the long hiatus.
sudden lost of enthusiasm for blogging. hehe.

anyways. everyone seems to update their results but i dont feel like posting it here, so if you wanna know ask me directly lol :D

so all this while, quite a number of things happened, a lot of functions and outings, but didnt really capture any photos, so dont feel like updating it. teehee pfft

i like my uni friends :)

the Art of Noobness :D

그립다규.. :(

속았다

2010-02-28T19:14:00.004+08:00

there are things that you should do and you shouldnt.

lately any kind of relationships seems so fragile to me, no matter its family, friendship or your future soulmate. its so fragile that it can be broke into pieces just only by a few seconds, a few words or a decision that had been made would just shattered all the afford that you put into it.

refraining for your falling towards one is not an easy thing, its so hard that you're worried that it may hurt anyone beside. its so hard that it may ruin one of your relationship in between. its so hard that it may change your life. and being captured in between all these things, once had been fooled by it and not going to repeat it.

once, i was feeling how the one feel. i was there to console and comfort the one but now i cant feel how the one feel anymore, its so ironic that all things stirred up in between and make me lost my senses.

refraining, or not?
빠져들어간 나, 그만둘까?

속았을뿐이죠. 믿었던 그 모든 걸 물거품이 되버렸다. 쳇.. 짐승돌이라니.

triple impact

2010-02-25T21:17:00.003+08:00

#1
이런 일 될 수 있다는 생각 거의 한적 없는데 ... 그땐의 약속 안 지킬거냐?
오늘까지 네가 했던 약속 기억 아직 너무나 선명하다.
무슨 죄인지 다시 안 하기는 약속하면 되잖아, 하필 이렇게까지 끝난거니?

그 해맑은 미소가 너무나 그리워. 그동안 니 웃는 모습을 생각해서 계속 참고 기다려는데.. 힘겹게 버티고 니 돌아오는 날과 니 해맑은 미소를 다시 볼수있다는 생각에 지금 다 물거픔이 되버렸다

#2
bye bye to my dear petite 10 years friend - kamun
seriously i find it so hard to accept the fact that you're really leaving malaysia. teehee :D
im so happy for you that you have this opportunity to widened your perspective in life, i hope to see a whole new you when you're back from switzerland, definitely in a positive way :)

#3
i miss rocky a lot T.T

festive strikes #2

2010-02-21T20:03:00.003+08:00

so here are the photos that i mention in my #1! :D
awesome awesome i love ♥ :)

Happy CNY! :D :D

a not so lonely Vday! teehee

the epic fail lol CNY turns into CAN! lols xD

teehee :D my name!

credits to the cousin brother zheng guan with his awesome camera :)

chicken phobia

2010-02-21T00:14:00.006+08:00

Where: Genting View Resort (around Gohtong Jaya )
When: 19-20 Feb 2010
What: Swimming & BBQ night

chicken day lol! :D

ranjie. amanda. artisha :)

failed jumpshot lol! ranjie. kelly. alyn. artisha

hurray! :D

it was a really good escape from all the heatness in the land :)
thanks for danush for all the organizing, it was fun! :D seriously we need to learn how to swim! haha
seriously im not going to eat kai fan for at least 2 weeks lol, i ate kai fan twice in less than 24 hours! urgh :S and it was all chicken for bbq, amanda where is the potato? teehee xD

♥네 앞에서 잘해주는 사람 뒷에서 널 이용하다. 속상하다.

festive strikes #1

2010-02-18T19:41:00.003+08:00

currently no photos for this post, will be up soon

so it was Valentine and CNY at the same day for this year. teehee :)

nothing special for me though, i cant really feel the festive hypeness all because of the: HOTNESS
ter-pengsan for a few times in my grandma house because of the weather lol! :D

this new year was not as hype as the past few years, the crowd seems to cut down a lot and everyone is just not so-into the mood of celebrating.. anyways i did something very festive-vy! play with fireworks, i did something really awesome and beautiful! but currently the photos are not with me, but i'll hunt down those photos and get it here! :D

so many things happen in these few days, problematic family issues that i heard makes me felt grateful about my family :)

Oh!

2010-02-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

new buddies in uni :)
maddie the mad; cecilia the pinky; laiyee the grumpy! :D

Blue Note

2010-02-06T09:12:00.004+08:00

wonder how could i make things better.
더 늦기전에 감춰야한다.
trying to get into my new life
지워야겠다.

brand new world

2010-01-31T22:20:00.004+08:00

didnt really realise that today is the last day of the first month of 2010. teehee

그 다가오는 삶은 너무나 좋게 생각했던 나 후회했음.
기대함이 너무나 커고 긍정적인 생각만 갖고 있어서 실망했다.
이 잔인한 세상 생각하지 않았던거 부정적인 생각한적 한번도 없었던 나..그래서 죄악함과 실망함이 느낀다.

그래도 많은 훌륭한 사람도 만났고 나와 너무나 다른 세계에서 온 사람도 만나서 정말 자기 예전에 자랑했던 능력 의심을 했다, 자신을 너무나 모자라나보다. 그들이랑 같이 있는게 배운게 가득하다 :)

죄악함이 있단애기 친구들이랑 나눠고 조언도 받았고 지금 무슨 결정을 해야하는지 알것같다.

나 현실에 향한다. 좋든 안좋든 커지면서 걸어가야한 길이니까.. 좋게 받아야죠 :)

weirdo

2010-01-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

what makes my title post is so very random today, this word just pop out of nowhere!

here here here, here i am.

i finally have some leisure time to spend with my blog. Initially i wanted to update yesterday but some technical problem aroused. teehee :D

anyway im liking my uni life, in a sense that i love those subjects which are really different in high school. high school was just all about stuffing all the data into your brain and want you to memorize, memorize and thats all, just score A! actually i think the so-called-i-love subject its only-critical thinking. pfft

there is only one thing that i cant get used to.. break time! come on i have 1-3 hours breaks after every lecture and tutorial the longest was 5 hours mann.. teach me how to spend my time weih!

and i met new friends :)

thank you for the calligraphy writing teacher!
it was awesomely pretty, thinking of laminating it up! :D

this post was originally written on 20th in the house then was being continue on 21st in the computer lab and then i finally end it by now! phew..

5axiao im missing you guys dearly, but i cant make to the new year festival on next friday ah :(

thank you ♥

2010-01-16T22:56:00.006+08:00

love you guys a lot.

and....thank you! yeeshen, yeesan, chinthong for the cutie, petite mp3! ♥

♥ lihua for your DIY items, im using the tote pencil case already as my purse! loves :)

thanks ash for her little tribute post! (ash i'll upload the kiss photo! teehee :D)

thanks for all the wishes through sms, facebook!

I didnt really anticipated for this birthday because im currently in the adjusting mode into uni life, so i almost forgotten about this. A little got la.. pfft! Anyways, i got all those wishes from people that i wanted but just only one person forgotten, pfft! you better wish me a belated happy birthday!

앙앙

2010-01-15T02:41:00.003+08:00

어떤 사람들은 능력 있는데 자기 방향을 잃어서 꿈을 이루어질 수 있는 기회를 포기 했습니다;
어떤 사람들은 꿈을 이루어질 수 있도록 많이 애썼는데도 잔인한 현실 때문에 그 기회를 놓쳐습니다.

곧 개학할거다.
마음 다 준비 잘 해야겠다. 이런 변함을 나에겐 얼마나 큰 영향을 미친지 잘 모르겠지만 암튼 이런 새로운 환경에서 공부하는거 너무 기대된다. 비교해보면 고등학교에서 볼 수 있는게 정말 너무나 작고 너무나 사소한 것이다. :)

이사가야되겠다!

친구 많~이 만났다.

will

2010-01-13T01:05:00.003+08:00

today's orientation was as predicted-boring but as in some segments that i do think it was fine would be those informative talks, introducing the department function and so on. Anyways i really do need time to adapt myself into these kind of campus life, i do felt uneasy throughout the whole orientation.

okay la.. i didnt manage to get to know any new friends today :S

happy tribute!

2010-01-10T01:45:00.002+08:00

090110: happy 19 to this boy!
a special tribute post for you eh! happy or not! haha :D

a really interesting boy!

thank you so much for these long being, although we had known each other for a year only but i would really cherish our friendship because i found the another you that really mesmerize me!
hope all your dreams come true and dont offline already lo, must start to get online! :D

ah kai would miss you too! teehee :D

fishy raw!

2010-01-08T20:14:00.004+08:00

so here is some backdated i didnt felt to update back then :)

longfu's birthday 291209
we had these really homemade sushi that would only serve after you order, so its like you need to wait at least 15mins after you order depends on how many customers they're in the shop.

really generous on those ingredients! spot the unagi, ebiko!

then off to leisure mall for movie.

stop, longfu, yby, me + jianpei the cameraman

020110 Genji Japanese buffet, PJ Hilton
my stomach was not feeling well on that day, so i didnt really ate much.. :(

mum, aunts, cousin :)

its waiting for you..

2010-01-04T23:05:00.005+08:00

had been reading many peoples' review about their 2009 life, so was thinking to have a late review regarding to my 2009 life.

basically 2009 had been quite good to me - obstacle free life. I cant really recap any memorable moments besides friends that i get to meet this year, this doesnt really mean my life was dull and boring for the whole year its just that obstacle free life tends to make you forget every tiny-weeny things that happen in your life. Although I cant say that my life is totally obstacle free but most of the time it is, i guess? since i cant even recall any sad moments without backtracking my old post.

happy moments? what i could recall would be meeting up with friends, getting along with friends etc things that are related to friends. The very first thing would be my 2009 classmates, what first comes to my mind would be our class choir competition! It was a splendid experience, although i cant say that i get to know every single classmate through that competition but at least it did help me to get close with some. I felt the warmness just as when i was in junior3 :)
Friends i get to met in year 2009 was really different from what i would met back then, they really have different yet awesome past that would make you felt how simple was your life back then. I really admire them that can totally change from their past and make a very good effort in achieving their dreams.

It had been a good year for my studies although i didnt really improve a lot but i did try hard throughout 2009. so must give a little credit to myself! pfft.

new year resolution?

seriously i know this do sounds bored, but i really wanna score well in my studies, not just well it must be quite outstanding, i really do hope so. Since i do not have any excuses by saying my result was poor due to additional math that causes my average mark to drop. teehee :D

next i do hope that i could enjoy playing and study in the same time for this 2010! meeting new and interesting people from different background would be another addition! :)

last but not least, i hope that i could become more independent and mature in some ways. :)

ihopethatjaywouldbebacktoo!

massaging

2010-01-03T23:22:00.006+08:00

hello! happy 2010 :)

i had been resting myself out from the bloggy for a while, seriously i find nothing to blog recently its not that nothing happen but it seems that i lose my point of getting everything recorded here. Tracked-back my first post, it was rather an emo post. In a sudden i felt that im quite a complicated person, i cant really sort my feelings out..

okay anyway, i'll have a brief update about myself.
So i would be entering UTAR this january for foundation at the PJ campus. Currently I need to wait for confirmation before I could say everything is settle. Moreover, I'm exempted from NS but still waiting for confirmation too. Back then I did mention about moving over to PJ but it is being hold on temporarily since I would have the same problem-transport. Anyways i would still be in my home first by taking public transport to there.
Basically im quite hype about the whole university thing.. teehee :D

I just found out this scholarship seriously i wanted to apply for this so much, but by seeing this qualification condition.. T.T (mine was like 70 only ah. :S)

(5) Possess above 80% (out of 100%) in a grade point average (G.P.A.) of the whole school years of the high school attended or within top 10% among graduates in the same year.

they really offer various courses, i bet people that are interested in pure arts(like craft works, ceramic etc) and science would be jumping up and down after seeing their list of courses that they offer. Moreover the scholarship is so very seductive, everything with plane ticket, monthly allowance, tuition fees, settlement/repatriation allowance, med insurance etc.
Sigh.. anyone that is interested in going to Korea for studies and your results are fairly good then dont hesitate and go and have a try la. :D

good luck and all the best to those senior 3 tomorrow!

cleaning off debt

2009-12-31T03:26:00.004+08:00

*rules deleted*

tagged by: bear, sczexing, steph

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : water (told ya im a water bucket =P)
2. Last phone call : Mibin (Sam)
3. Last text message : Kamun
4. Last song you listened to : 말도없이-장근석 (Without Words- Jang Geunsuk)
5. Last time you cried : quarreling with.. mum

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : nope
7. Been cheated : nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : i didnt take the initiative to kissed someone before.
9. Lost someone special : doesnt really consider .. i guess?
10. Been depressed : felt lost in a sudden.
11. Been drunk and threw up : im a average drinker and i dont drink much.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Green
13. Denim
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: not just a friend, its a BUNCH of friends
16. Fallen out of love: i wonder, what does this mean?
17. Laughed until you cried: frequently. very easy to laughed till cry one!
18. Met someone who changed you: yeap!
19. Found out who your true friends were: i dont know, they might not think that im their true friends.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: again i didnt take the initiative but i was willing la - ashley (i didnt knew that im your 1st one, you look so expert in it! haha :D)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: more than 4/5 of my list
23. How many kids do you want?: i want kids but must discuss with the another half
24. Do you have any pets: i dont really have but i'll consider one - rocky <3
25. Do you want to change your name: nope! my name is special enough!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: receive a dozen of vitagen & a table light
27. What time did you wake up today: 0400 (no surprise, its morning)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping
29. Name something you cannot wait for: to university/college
30. Last time you saw your Mother: before dinner
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish that my family would have better financial status
32. What are you listening to right now: channel 314's drama theme song
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the TV
35. Most visited web page: youtube, allkpop, facebook, blogspot, hotmail
36. Whats your real name: Alyn Chan Kai Yi
37. Nicknames: ah kai, anlene
39. Zodiac sign: capricorn
40. Male or female: female
41. Elementary?: SJK(C) Chong Hwa
42. Middle School: Chong Hwa Independent High School
43. High school/college?: Chong Hwa Independent High School/ future utar student.
44. Hair colour: black, slightly brown
45. Long or short: short and i like it!
46. Height: 158cm (i would never reach 160cm i guess.. T.T)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeap!
48: What do you like about yourself?: straightforward (this is ironic, i dislike it too. @@)
49. Piercings: nope
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: hit my aunt's glass coffee table at 2? got stitches
53. First piercing: nope
54. First best friend: 方慧雯 (the one that i still remember.)
55. First sport you joined: field and track (im a runner when im in elementary! :D)
56. First vacation: i was being brought to too many places when i was a toddler, couldnt even know where.
58. First pair of trainers: 12 years old?

RIGHT NOW :
59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 =: answering this question @@
60. Drinking: not drinking now
61. I'm about to: finish my drama
62. Listening to: 어떻하죠 - 박다예 (What to do - Park DaYe)
63. Waiting to: finish my drama lorr!

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yeah
65. Get married?: Yeah. as long as i could find someone right
66. Career: translator/interpreter

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: lips (lips would never look tired! teehee)
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller! *please let me get into the 160 group*ㅠ.ㅠ
70. Older or younger: forever young can? (when birthday is coming i felt seriously old)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous (with a little romantic, boleh ke? teehee)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach stomach for me! arms & stomach for guys! haha
73. Sensitive or loud: loud! :)
74. Hook-up or relationship: depends who's the person.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker! *excitement to get into trouble*

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yeap. contact lens tercicir
79. Sex on first date: impossible! ridiculous!
80. Broken someone's heart: probably yes or might be i dont know i broken someone's heart but i indeed broken his/her heart.
82. Been arrested: arrested by police?!
83. Turned someone down: yeah. although i dislike turning people down.
84. Cried when someone died: yeah. almost every relative especially when my grandpa passed away
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yeap!
87. Miracles: yeap!
88. Love at first sight: yeah. hope to have a try too! haha
89. Heaven: yeap! definitely.
90. Santa Claus: yeap! why dont believe the cute round guy?
91. Kiss on the first date: nope
92. Angels: yeap!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yeah.
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship?: nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go: i didnt really regret a lot, every good and bad thing would be a part of my experience in my life so no point to go back in time.
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be?: nothing was memorable last year
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope! looking forward lah! :D
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: believe it or not! haha

Class Trip: Day 3

2009-12-28T05:00:00.005+08:00

Off to war museum. This place was originally built by British but was being snatch over by the Japanese. Initially this place was for protecting and defensing the penang island because it was well equipped with hydraulic system for conveying bombs to cannon and well built tunnels with air vent. But unfortunately it was been misused by the Japanese after their colonized.
You can feel the eerie-ness easily at there, so no one really dare to snap any photos at the museum.

this hole(?) was originally used by British for keeping snacks and fire weapons
but Japanese used it for killing people, they will hung people on the conveying belt until they died and chop the rope off and leave the corpse there.

office rooms being used to execute people by shooting.
bomb storage rooms being used to keep corpse.
dormitory being used to torture sexual parts of people.
urgh.
its really an interesting place, i would like to go for a second time, because due to packed schedule i didnt really have time to read all those description about those specific places.

Off to Sungkai hotspring!

tercover six pack guy! haha

it was really a memorable trip that i definitely wont forget, really need to meet up with all of them before going to PJ.

Class Trip: Day 2

2009-12-26T13:53:00.001+08:00

2nd day was extremely fatigue, I cant even open my eyes in the morning and almost fall sick due to lack of sleep.
2nd day schedule was off to Pulau Jerejak! Let me have some history talk, so this island was once an island to exile prisoners, but i kinda doubt it because its so near to the penang island, i guess all those inmates are able to swim it back to penang island for just..1 or 2 days? teehee

anyway its a really beautiful island, you could probably feel that the whole resort island is yours whereas its really peaceful and quiet, you can just roll over those roads because it just looks like yours xD haha. I definitely recommend this island for family/relative outings! should be very fun i guess?

so they have a jetty for their island.

Jerejak jetty!

suspension bridge and flying fox!
i dont really recommend these both, because its not extreme enough for me. =P

great shot by steph ♥

next up was rock climbing, it was harder than what i expect but it was also not that hard as some might think. You might need to use some of your arms and legs strength and it wasnt so hard because the instructor will help you out by pulling the rope as you manage to step onto a higher stone, so basically the instructor will help you out about the lack-of-strength-problem. All you need to do is to search the right stone to hold on to move to a higher place.
It was fun for me as this was my first time, very challenging!

before lunch we took a group photo under this weird tree root tree, you can spot these kind of tree easily at the island. i suspect back then there was something square below the tree.. teehee
war-game time! aiyoh who took my photo and didnt upload! haha :D
anyways it was my first time playing and i won victoriously! by the way, i wasnt sleeping mann, im planning how to kill chewching by not risking my life!
it was really exciting, i really tend to be super nervous when i step into the war-game field, really takut sendiri akan mati! haha xD

girlfriends-leaving the island

so i remember they went to the toy museum after that, i didnt went down because i was tired and i heard that it wasnt worthy. off to gurney road for dinner.

back to hotel i was fatigue and didnt wanted to join the fireworks session, but i intended to go for mafia unfortunately i was sleeping like a log so didnt join it in the end. anyway it was worth for not joining because i have a good sleep! :D

Class Trip: Day 1

2009-12-24T10:19:00.002+08:00

throughout the whole trip, i didnt brought my camera along due to my cacat pc that cant detect pendrive.. D: moreover, me myself was also not in a great mood to snap photos, so please bear with some picture-less parts.

I was late on day1, the initial meet up time was 0549, i arrived at 0600 but someone was even more late (make a wild guess on the someone. teehee). So we waited for more than an hour but we need to reached gua tempurung not too late because the water level of the cave rises as the sunsets.

before entering the cave! sleep mode & yueling =)

*so we climbed through rocks and water, overcome all those darkness with all the mates by singing and holding hands* must give big credits to all the boy friends throughout the whole cave climbing moments! :D

lunch at kampar

*on the way to penang, sleep-Orphan*

reached the hotel and off to barbecue session!

barbecue was seriously not filling enough, went to mamak at 0000!

mafia mafia mafia! :D

increases the mafia troop!

Day1 was super fatigue we slept around 0400 in the morning. The next day trip was killing me!

the unpunctual someone was - our class teacher.
but at least...
she caught up with us at penang by taking bus all the way from KL. ♥

~~controversial~~ photo of the day!
from left: qidong, alyn, shalane, sweathui, margaret, stephy, wenyea

Buggy's Day!

2009-12-21T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'm pushing my class trip post into pending mode for a while, since I need to recall all those happenings. I'll do Bugs 181209 birthday partay first!

Basically when I first found out the date of Shermay party, deep in my heart I started to make up my mind for - not going. teehee. Because I'm sure that I would be totally worn off after the class trip, but in the end I went since this could be our last meet up.. D:

Anyways, met up with Ashley at KLCC to buy present's with shermay's sister meanwhile waiting for Qidong's arrival.
We were all in Qidong's Kancil and start off to Shermay's house at Bukit Jalil without knowing the way to there AT ALL! It was really entertaining to be in Qidong's car! *double signal, gostan* haha :D

This is the party that they dont have soft drinks at all, only alcoholic drinks and mineral water.

Shermay's dad in yellow! so 'in' ah his dad!
from left to right: [upper]Wenyea, Ashley, Bugs dad, Chuithing, Alyn
[lower]Qidong, Stephy, Shalane, Sczexing, Bear, Shermay

Jump shot! :D

stretching

2009-12-19T16:36:00.003+08:00

im just back from all those endless outings! teehee.

I wonder why recently the 1st beverage that people came into mind would be beer/alcohol drinks?

Updates for class trip and Shermay's party will be up soon, very soon! :D

badday

2009-12-13T16:45:00.003+08:00

i dont know, nothing had been good for these few days, although im spending much time tracking back all those dramas and certainly i would think this week would be quite happy for fanatic moments. But besides that everything just comes in my way, for these whole week there are more than 5 people asked me about "what would you study after graduated from school?" I would only answer "the last choice would be a-level at tarc". I certainly know what i want to be and what i want to study but there are too many circumstances that makes me cant do what i want and what i like. I certainly dont want to waste time for a-level since i know what i want, but what could i do? I can only consider colleges that are affordable for my family financial state, that would be UTAR and TARC.. (is there anymore? tell me). I cant go abroad because my mum wouldnt allow (she's stubborn very stubborn), she insisted that i must get a degree before leaving malaysia.

cousins.

Yesterday's wedding was quite okay IF i dont mind about foods but unfortunately i MIND about food and i was anticipating it from the day my parents went to test the food with my cousin brother because they say it was very delicious. An abalone restaurant served abalone that are smaller than a mushroom! D: gawd i guess i expected too much because this is my first time having abalone. =( Bridegroom and bride was very pretty yesterday! :)

Today.. sigh, my mum lost her purse when we wanted to hop on the LRT to meet our relatives at KLCC. Seriously although it wasnt my purse i was so down for the whole period when accompanying my relatives.

badday. =(

teehee.

2009-12-11T07:06:00.003+08:00

teehee. im so guilty i didnt update my blog immediately after my so-call last paper!

anyway, had been really busy these days, busy schedule.
busy getting clothes for wedding dinner, busy for outing, busy watching drama (owh.. im seriously slow, how could i manage to finish my drama list before January ㅠ.ㅠ)

future studies =(

두 눈을 감고. 두 귀를 막고

2009-12-04T02:05:00.006+08:00

i wonder why people felt so hard to tell the truth?

I am not a give-in person which can tolerate things that i dont think that its right. I would never say Yes to something I dislike, although what I want may not be the final decision but at least I feel better after I speak out my mind. I dont mean to offend anyone by expressing my thoughts. Though I had been trying to control my emotion to be seen obviously by others for these few years and definitely it had been quite good to be like that since it would cause less trouble. But still I felt that speaking up your mind directly is much more better than keeping everything in.

one who speak out may be offensive but one who dont speak out may be scary, you never knows

한글 오래동안 안 써서 스피드 떨었지네. 흠.. 이번주말에 홈 알런! ㅎㅎ 원래 기대 많이 했었는데 시험이 있어서 아마 못 놀거야..ㅠ.ㅠ 근데 지금 이상황은 마지막 과목만 남았으니까 완전 공부할 힘이 없어서 일주일전부터 이미 시험후에 계획을 세우고있거등! ㅎ

첫째, 바로 드라마 보기!
둘째, 팬클럽 번역한 일 찾기
셋째, 복근 만들기지기! (ㅎㅎ 남자의 복근들 넘 집착하다보니까 지금 저도 모르게 예쁜 복근 가지고 싶은데 뭐 현아 효리처럼.. 생각만 해두 흥분!)

오늘 피까지 나온 럭키의 발 보기만 해도 맘이 아프다. 정말 이해 안되는게 바로 우리 사촌오빠이야, 계속 럭키가 자기의 발이 물어서 상처가 있는거라고 대놓고 애기했고.. 그런데 우리 어떻게 믿겠어? 정말 럭키가 자기의 발이 물어도 의사 한번 찾아봐야 당연한 일이 아닌건가요? 우리 럭키가 데리고 병원에 찾지 말라고 그런 부탁을 하는거까지 너 정말 많은 돈을 쓸까봐 걱정 많이 했네! 오빠이니까 나 지금 아무것도 할수없고 또 우리 강아지가 아니니까 나 아무일도 할수없고.. 지금 너 너무한거 아냐? 강아지 키웠으면 책임 있어야죠.

sign

2009-11-23T16:27:00.004+08:00

sudden thoughts ...

i should be getting nervous after my exam

but which one is the first priority?
money. interest

but unfortunately..
money ≠ interest
money < interest

내가 바라던 보이.. :D
돌아올거다!

faith!

2009-11-02T17:13:00.004+08:00

시간 얼마나 걸려도

기다릴 거다.

기다리다 지친단 말 없다니까뇨.
7=1

5=1
하체하지마.

invade me!

2009-10-28T22:30:00.003+08:00

i always felt bad seeing my blog being left aside without any updated new post, but recently i dont know what makes me feel so unmotivated to just type a simple post to change a new face to the blog. but anyways..

i did done something for these few days, i TOLD you guys that i would be finishing my sejarah, so yeap i ASSUME that i had finished it, but please dont ask me about the whole story because i had been only revising objective question. this mean i read notes and do objective question straightly after a brief look at the notes, i certainly cant be telling the whole story all over again because i dont know. pfft!

and secondly im seriously in big big trouble, besides sejarah i had done nothing to other subjects, i always want myself to do at least one math model paper daily but i never make it. study cells please come and invade me! !

today i went for a part time job, some friends spot me i guess? teehee.
it was a pizza hut promoting job so call what crunchy-cheesy-bite ~~protest~~ promotion project, so we was screaming and making noises throughout the KLTown to get pedestrian attention. But the project was being called off when it started to rain, but still we need to wait until 4pm to get our pay. It was really a fun experience since i had never done this kind of job.

Everytime when i get my pay after a job, i would always have some kind of indescribable emotions. Maybe spending rm50 a day is aint big deal for teenagers now, but think again, had you ever earn your first rm50?

pfft at longfu's expression! :D

Picnic DAY!

2009-10-26T05:06:00.006+08:00

Date: 23 October 2009
Theme: Sunshine & Beach
Venue: KLCC Park
Outfit: Anything related to the theme
p/s: *please bring an extra top*
Please prepare an edible food. -- quote from Jianpei's message.

i dont know. whenever i need to be panic and tensed up, i would become more and more relax.
tell you la, i WILL finish my sejarah by 7am. believe me pfft!

only One for me

2009-10-22T23:39:00.005+08:00

had been to 2 days of seminar, it was fine.
but i dont know whether its because of all those senior's influence or what, i just cant believe all their so call spotted question. one of the teacher even repeated guarantee more than 20times in an hour time. @@

determination must be ruling my mind now, but unfortunately .. sigh

steamyboat!

2009-10-15T01:44:00.012+08:00

UPDATED!

어휴.. 코 닦기부터 뽀뽀까지..
에이.. 징그러워..
it was reallly fun!
근데 나 지금 알게된다! 그전에 고민했던 일들..
fun in the way that i can eat a lot!
아마 호감보다는 좀 더 약한 편?
can witness a bunch of scandals
호감이면 맘이 설레죠
seeing people blushing up!
근데 설레보다 민망했다 ㅋ
haha! it was fun
그래서 난 아냐~ 헷헷. 드디어 고민을 풀렸다!

then it was KLCC for the next day for those who stay back at sczexing's house! :D
bunch of guys tagging along too, but didnt manage to snap a group photo!

me. sczexing. xuanrui

thanks sczexing for being the host and thanks for your dad's treat!
and nice to meet my-so-called-future son, wei wei? teehee.

ps. you would have bunch of camwhore photos when you're tagging along with sczexing! teehee.

Beautiful Day! 아름다운 하루!

2009-10-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

meet my new spec! :D

i had not been updating for a while although its holiday
참! 내 한국어 정말 갈수록 더 못 해진다.
i had been cleaning up my room
그날 발생했던 사건, 지금 생각해봐도 정말 창피해!
i dont know why. i spend more than 3 days to clean it up!
암튼, 그 사건 잊어버리고요.
but its really scary to found out
난 큰일 난다. 아까 그 사람의 이름이 친구의 블로그에서 봤더라. 뭐가 좀... 묘한 기분이였어.
the amount of dust, you really cant imagine!
질투보다는 좀 둘이 무슨 애기를 하는지 알고싶서.
i polished my windows! :D
얘가 나를 싫다고 그랬다고 그래서 신경 더 쓰였나? 답답해. @@

looking forward on tomorrow's steambot partay!
ash you'll be just fine =)

the SeptOct

2009-10-09T01:35:00.011+08:00

seriously, i done something very embarrassing today
my short sighted went up for more than 100 degrees. (L)375 (R)200 ㅠ.ㅠ
i bought 4 tshirts for less than rm20
need to clean up my room. (it doesnt really looks like a room now :S)

# 17 Sept

MJ's farewell dinner :)
although i look bad in this shoot, but i love the candid shot of nat & dawn! teehee.

와즈마(?) + Dawn
i love her personality! :) gotta love her
im kinda shocked that she's a hairstylist in korea and owned shops there

starring domino ke? alyn-nat-gloria
nat! mengapa mengintai saya macam ini?! haha

# lantern festival

sweathui! you see~

# 2 Oct - belated birthday wish to Chin Thong! :)

the one in sleep mode :D

long break

2009-10-08T10:00:00.001+08:00

im back. sorry for this long being hiatus.

finally i had my last exam in chonghwa. phew! teehee. i dont have any special thoughts though since i still have an upcoming major exam. but i can unofficially announce that i had ended my high school life since i would have a 1 month break before spm as i dont need to go to school so i would miss my uniform! :D

yesterday went out with my bunch of girlfriends for lunch!
it was really fun fooling around with them!
thanks for steph for the treat! teehee

i had never been to a korean restaurant that would give so much services!

they gave 2 and its FREE! :D

we tried to pose like TVXQ..but it turned out to be... HILARIOUS
(ash: its TVXQ! not XQTV :S haha)

since they gave us such good services! :)

the friendly boss

bear's darling :D (he resembles KimTaeWoo..dont he?)

AIYOOH! im so happy, i saw MY menu! haha

im sure i'll be back for my 2nd meal.
they even told us: "많이 먹어도 괜찮아~" = "Its okay to have(refill) a lot~"
we had been refilling for more than 5 times and they still give us extra services!

i was really happy, not just because of the food. but i really feel that going out with this bunch of girls makes me happy, we can just get so happy over a simple meal! :)

ash. steph. margaret. wenyea. bear. (bugs why didnt you join us! :<)

$ blocks you

2009-09-26T23:58:00.005+08:00

something just doesnt allow to do what i want to.

i was never a money-minded person not until now or these recent years, i didnt really thought of having thousands and thousands of dollars, millions, billions or trillions! back then if these big amount of money appear infront of me, i would be definitely in dilemma on how to use it. but now, i guess millions wouldnt be enough for me anymore, there are too many things that only money can solve.

i always said that i would just want to have enough money to spend for living and have a small amount of extra money for leisure uses. because i enjoy being frugal, saving money inch-by-inch makes me feel that i acheive a lot in my life xD. but i dont think it would be the same anymore...

recently i found that every decision i made would be money-related. currently the first priority in every single thing i do would be price for me. everytime when things are linked with money, i would be alert and would choose the cheapest option in addition with "most-worthy" price.

slowly i found that it's so tiring and stressful to be like that. for this one moment, i dream of being wealthy that i can spend money like "running the tap water" and sentence like "i wanna be rich" will just pop up from nowhere.... growing up makes you materialistic. :(

nope

2009-09-22T21:35:00.007+08:00

these days were just NOT my days. too many unwanted, unexpected things happen.

phew. it had been a long time since my last visit back to my hometown. thats why, i'm absent-online for 3 days because i was back to ipoh. anyways, i thought it would be very nice to have a trip back since i cant really go back for those following holidays this year, not until spm ends.
but fortunately(?) i was really lucky that i fell down on the first day i was back! haha. i fell down in a really silly way, so im not going to tell you the story! i'm worried that you guys will hurt your stomach. :D
currently im like attaching a pig leg and a goat leg around. teehee

tomorrow school reopen. okay, im definitely not in a good mode. i dont know.. im getting more and more lazy and tend to felt that skipping school aint big deal. :x this is so not good. but i felt that i done nothing in these few days! i want to sleep now, but my room is STILL messy; i wanna lay back and have some youtube videos, but i havent pack my school bag; i want to just lie around and relax, but tomorrow's school makes me burdenful! ARGH.

next. you can choose to read or not to in this particular passage.
regarding to Jay. sigh. lately every news just doesnt make my day. i really dont know where to stand now. Should i give them a break or should i continue? I felt bad for standing on the boycott side but i really dont know what they think! :( i hate all those covered up news/statement!
제왑 싫은게 아니라 그냥 지금 제왑 하는 그 모든 결정과 짓을 정말 문제 해결할려고 하는 결정 아닌거 같아서 답답하더라. 어느 편 들어야?

everything just dont go well! ㅠ.ㅠ

암튼 우영이 재범이 힘내! 물론 2pm두..

리드자

2009-09-18T06:11:00.009+08:00

credits: eco0606 trans: time2sub/2oneday

같이 걷자고!

refresh!

2009-09-17T15:26:00.005+08:00

thought of changing my whole layout since back then, but due to my trials i have no choice but to stop myself from blogging. hehe

personally i like single column layout more, looks cleaner! teehee
and i guess the coolest part of this layout would definitely be the scrap photo! the main reason i choose this! :)

i spend almost half of my day to edit it, i guess i should add on some background colour in certain parts but since i need to prepare for a small gathering later, i'll be back for touch up... very soon!

모든 일 잘 되길 바래

edit: touch up made! :)

they're the HOTTEST

2009-09-13T16:01:00.009+08:00

take a look, 핫티들이 널 기다리고 있소. =)

믿음 - 희망

2009-09-11T16:43:00.002+08:00

i have all the faith in you
i believe that what you promised, will be done.

people wants you back.

약속 지켜
믿는다.

잘가요 재범

2009-09-08T17:45:00.004+08:00

난 넌 빠져든 동안
얼마 안됐어요
확실하면 95일.

이 짧은동안
날 늘 한방 웃음을 터지게 해줘서
정말 고마웠어요.

이 동안 내 활력소를 된 너
이젠 떠난다니
진짜 믿기싫은데.

니 뒷모습만 봐도
맘이 아프다.

heartbreaker

2009-09-08T13:07:00.003+08:00

you shouldnt be leaving like that

재범 이렇게 떠나면 안된다.
이렇게까지 하면 우리들에게 상처주는거 아니겠냐?!

:)

2009-09-06T00:33:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday YBY! :D

我真的是已经处于亢奋状态了
luck is definitely not on my side for this whole long week
잘해야된다. 아직은 기회있어
kepenatan telah mencengkam saraf saya

abracadabra

2009-08-27T01:56:00.008+08:00

책브라책카다브라 ♪ 브.아.걸<아브라카다브라>

이러다 미쳐 내가
맨날맨날 책만 보고 내가
책 때문에 돌아 내가
미친 나로 변해 내가
한국 떡볶이에다 주문을 또 걸어 내가
그책과 찢어져 달라고고!

i felt so sorry to see my blog being abandon like this. :(but i really lost my enthusiasm to write my blog these days, nothing but studies. ㅠㅁ ㅠ
sunday: math day
monday-tuesday: [the most fatigue day] extra classes-lrt-group studies-mcd-fashion show-group studies-sleep-15mins walk+lrt+taxi-extra classes-study group-bm tuition-walk to uma-ate-group studies. well. its mentally torturing as what i mention in my twitt that brain cells are bloated!
wednesday: i kinda waste time today. but i aim to finish my form4 science before dawn!