06 May 2010

perfect stand

everything is so hard to be perfect as nothing is perfect.

no matter its being a perfect student, a perfect child, a perfect friend, a perfect sibling, a perfect boyfriend, a perfect girlfriend and as the list goes on. there are so many roles in our life but people around expect us to be perfect in every field. As what they focus on is in a certain field, they cant really understand you when you're not doing your expected role well. But when things around us goes wrong they then expect you to be able to cope every single roles in your life.

I do admit that i'm not a homey girl, I dont really stick to my family much as I seems to have a certain gap between them, I lost my trust from them and so do I. Thats why sometime I felt that its so unsecure where I wont really like to share my feelings. Sometimes there's really some family politic although I only have 4 family members. teehee :D

I do understand things that are done by my parents, but when there's disagreement between us I would always talk over it and I do think that we as children have the equal rights to voice up our opinion, I'll never agree about parents that claimed that children dont have the rights to talk! But when it comes to understanding, its so abstract as when we think that we understand each other good enough but it doesnt really reflect what we expect from after the understanding process. anyways, as a child we have to give in more :)
Anyways the status updated was a big bomb among my relatives and his friends. To me I felt nothing much although these words sounded hurtful and so on. But it seems to be a pure ranting post where I didnt get too sensitive over it. But Yeah it was not appropriate to drag the family issues on a public website, where the whole wide world knows. :)

here's a lesson about this: next time learn an alien language then you can post and rant everything offensively! teehee :D


had been occupying myself with drama these few days. sibeh lifeless until an extend that im scared :S. but teehee lol. vanness wu is very hot! OㅠO drools

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